Thanks for reading and sharing this. Yeah, the energy can be really destabilizing. I've found meditation does calm me, but I often have to meditate multiple times a day to come back to baseline.
I'm mid-Saturn return as well. I don't think these things are coincidence. I'm sure that the lessons I'm learning on this journey are part of my spiritual growth and me stepping into my authentic self. Thank you! I'm sending you love and wishing you well on your journey, aslo. So nice to know we're not alone, even when it feels that way.
And Ha! Don't tempt me! I loved Spain when I was last there. Whereabouts are you, if you don't mind me asking?